Trying to stay positive
…but it’s hard. I feel like my holidays are now ruined because I can’t think about anything but the fact that I’ll soon be out of a job. I am grateful that I have a few weeks’ notice (and therefore pay), but it doesn’t stop the bitterness and the anger. Right now we are all hoping that we will indeed be paid through January, but I get the sense that the powers that be are trying to figure out ways to reduce that pay to the bare minimum, as well as keep as many of us from getting unemployment as they can (not that that’s much money these days). It’s just shitty all around. I suppose I need to vent & let all my anger and resentment out somehow, or else I’ll end up making myself sick.